If there's something that my life taught me is to never give up. No matter how hard the door is slamed right on your face, there is always a way to open it and get out again.
Today, the little piece of hope to which I was holding with all my might, the one that kept my fire alive through each day; died. I can recall the look of myself this morning, staring at the mirror into my own eyes, I saw true happiness, a sentiment I was unfamiliar with, I hadn't felt it since a long time.
All what I've planned, my dreams, my will and my inner force was shattered to pieces in just an instant.
Right now, tears are falling through my cheeks, I don't feel real, nor does this chapter in my life. I feel paralyzed, I can't find the words... I'm uninspired and dead inside.
My skin crawls everytime I think about the future. I still don't understand, what did we do wrong, why is this happening to us, just two little kids who want to spend time together but they had never been let to.
Feels like someone or something is forbbiding our relationship, I've got no other choice but to blame "God".
I personally think of "God" as a cruel child with a magnifiying glass upon us "ants".
God hates us all,
with no exception, I don't care what you people say, I don't care about religion, I don't care about my responsabilities anymore. They may try to kill my spirit, but I will never give up, I will keep fighting for what I believe is Just.
Unjustice...
I can't take no more of this,
I won't take it no more
A day like today, 2 years ago, we were holding each other for the very first time
Seems so far away right now, long time ago...
It kills me not knowing when I will be seeing her again. I even wonder If we are going to meet each other one last time
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